1. Courage- Given by Ghostgaze [Lost from blood loss during kitting]
2. Forgiveness- Given by Sparrowsong [Lost due to smoke inhalation in forest fire]
3. Compassion- Given by Mothlight [Lost from blunt force trauma in rock fall]
4. Selflessness- Given by Mousetail [Lost due to Death Disease]
5. Faith- Given by Aspenkit [Lost from a raccoon defeat when protecting brothers kits]
6. Justice- Given by Palepaw [Lost from getting hit by a monster saving Ghostpaw]
7. Love- Given by Palepetal
8. Wisdom- Given by Koisplash
9. War & Peace- Given by Sagestar
= Markings 2
= Markings 3
= Markings 4
Appearance Summary: Warstar is a beautiful snow white and dappled tortoiseshell she-cat. She has stunning icy blue eyes and is tall compared to most she-cats with a bony, broad build and crooked tail.
Height/Length/Weight: 9.3 Inches (At shoulder)/2.5 Feet (Nose to tail-tip)/8.5 lbs
Physical Build: Warstar has a pure-blooded SageClan cats build, being tall, muscular with broad-shoulders, and long-fur. However, she's quite thin compared to other cats, tending not to eat as much as others, making most of her weight muscle.
Facial Features: Flawlessly symmetrical dappled and pale patterns run around her forehead, along her eye lids and cheeks, with a perfectly constructed alabaster painted muzzle.
Body Features: A fluffy dappled tail with an alabaster coating beneath and chocolate brown paws. She has a slim white underbelly and chest, where you can feel her ribs not far beneath the flesh. Additionally, she has a permanently crooked tail.
Coat: A snow white underbelly and chest, with a mainly dark chocolate colored coat and paler symmetrical dapples along her neck, back, and sides. Her fur is extremely soft and fluffy to the touch, being luxurious and well groomed, for its rare for it to be reckless.
Scars: Long, deep claw marks run down her back, yet hidden beneath her sleek fur coat. Multiple scars remain hidden around her nape, chest and underbelly, only being revealed when the fur is groomed in the opposite direction to view skin. There are also now scars on her sides and around her tail due to damage from getting hit by a car.
Scent: A creamy mix of roses, winter pines, and Coal
Summary: Warstars calmness, charm, loyalty, bravery, and patience are undoubtable qualities. Her courage can be quite reckless when it comes to protecting her beloved clanmates. She doesn't hesitate to defend those she loves or fail to show her endless care towards others, loving them more than herself. She's reserved, calm, and a courteous she-cat and manages to find goodness in others where cats may not be able to see it, making her quite merciful.
Summary: Warstar is quite the mystery at first glance, seeming to be a reserved, emotionless, and quite intimidating she-cat. As she grew up, she learned letting few in was the best for her own good, but it's never stopped her from being selfless or having strong ambitions. She doesn't mind a playful flirt either, wrapping cats around her paw and sometime using it to her advantage.
Summary: For the most part, Warstar is able to keep her composure, but when she has bad intentions or is pushed to the edge, there will be a dramatic result. This can include her impulsiveness or stubbornness. She can lash out in any way, driving others away, or make others to do what she wants. Warstar can also turn onto a different path, being depressive and self-deprecating with self-blame, usually hiding in her den to get away from the outside world.
Doves (As prey)
Sound of the Stone Stream
Heat & Humidity
Wasps & Bees
Intolerance for others differences
-Lead and protect her clan to be the best leader she can possibly be
-Protect and serve her clanmates as a leader and loyal warrior
-Protect and give her mate a happy life
-Give her kits a happy life while protecting their reputation
Current Physical Health: After recently losing a life, Warstar is now in a healthy physical state
Physical Disorders/Disabilities: Crooked tail, making her clumsy and off-balance.
Strongest Skills: Warstars strongest skills include her defense, accuracy, and reflexes. She's able to use her broad and muscular figure as an advantage towards other cats to make defense easier.
Weaknesses: Agility and speed are not Warstars strongest skill due to her larger figure. She's unable to move quickly or swiftly with her broad body, often being more clumsy than agile or fast.
Points of Weakness: Underbelly, Throat, Back, Eyes
Previous Conditions: Past fevers, fatal scarring along back, Birth complications, Concussion, Death disease
Current Conditions: None
SKILLS OUT OF 10
Current Mental Health: Warstar's current mental health is at its lowest after the emotionally and mentally abusive relationship between her and her former mate. Ever since she has had nightmares, difficulty concentrating, struggling with social isolation, trust, etc.
Son(s) of First Litter: Aspenkit (✗), Spiderkit (✗), & Spiritkit (✗)
Daughter(s) of First Litter: Palepaw (✗)
Son(s) of Second Litter: Skyrunner (?)
Daughter(s) of Second Litter: Faithleap & Hopeflicker
FATHER - GHOSTGAZE - DECEASED - 98%
"Sagestar may regret being your mother, but I'll never regret being your father." -Ghostgaze to Warheart, Breezesong, & Ragingstorm
"Dad was one of the only things I had growing up and I wish I appreciated it more. He played as both a mother and a father, and still wore a smile on his face even while my mother hid in the den like a coward. I'll never understand how he managed to love her while she did the worst to not only us, but him. I just wish the falling rocks didn't take him away, I hope he can see how much Breezesong resembles him."
MOTHER - SAGESTAR - DECEASED - 45%
"Don't get too attached, the more cats you love, the weaker you are." -Sagestar to Warpaw
"Sagestar proved Dappledwing's point and I'll never know why she treated us the way she did. When Dappledwing told me that not every mother can love their young, I thought it was nonsense until I experienced the neglect. My brothers and I would believe what other kits said about her not loving us. She was complicated, and I find it hard to call her my mother, even though she later found some love for my us, it was fake... She couldn't forgive me for the mistakes I made, but maybe that I can understand."
NURSER - DAPPLEDWING - DECEASED - 85%
"Unfortunately not all mothers can love their kits. I wish someone as young as you didn't have to know that." -Dappledwing to Warpaw & Breezepaw
"May StarClan rest her soul. I can't imagine what strength it took to take me and my brothers as her own after losing her own children. We cannot thank her enough, she didn't just nurse us, she mothered us."
MENTOR & AUNT - KOISPLASH - DECEASED - 75%
"Your mother is a complicated and loveless she-cat, but I'm here for you as well as your father." -Koisplash to Warpaw
"She was always sweet to me, but I'm unsure if it was out of kindness or just pity. I know she and Ghostgaze didn't get along because of how infatuated Ghostgaze was with a loveless she-cat. She was just looking out for him and I'd do the same if Breezesong was in the same position. I know she didn't really notice me until I was placed under her wing, plus I was the smallest of the litter so maybe she was disappointed at first. Eventually, it seemed as if she got used to it... maybe even cared for me."
BROTHER - BREEZESONG - ALIVE - 100%
"It doesn't matter where you go, I'll be there for you. All we have is each other now and we can't lose that." -Breezesong to Warheart
"I feel as if we've been close ever since we opened our eyes. When Ghostgaze wasn't around to protect us, Breezesong was the first to stand up for me. I don't understand how he managed to forgive me for my most mouse-brained mistakes. He didn't even have to try to empathize with me, just understood and never pitied me. I hope he knows that every day I see our father in him. If only I could give him the stars to repay him for everything he's done for me. Breeze, he deserves so much better, I don't think I'd be here if it weren't for him."
BROTHER - RAGINGSTORM - DECEASED - 10%
"I'll take what is mine and I don't care if I have to shed blood in order to get exactly what I want." -Ragingstorm to Warheart
"We were never close, and we never will be. There was just always something crawling under his skin. Maybe it was because of how Sagestar mentored him, but at the same time there was always some hunger in his eyes that couldn't be satisfied. I still can't believe he was cold enough to do the things he did, but you got what he deserved. Sometime I replay his final night where I ordered his execution in my head over and over... Nobody will be hurt by him ever again."
NEPHEW - BEARSTRIKE - DECEASED - 85%
"Thank you for being the mother I didn't have..." -Bearstrike to Warheart
"Kits are supposed to be born and live in serenity, feel safe, feel loved. I'm sorry Bear couldn't have had those things, I'm sorry my brother just used him against me. I would've done anything to make him happy, it wasn't his fault. All I wanted was to be there for him and keep him safe as if he was my own. I didn't care if Ragingstorm was trying to use him to hurt me. In the end, I should've known that he would never be safe from his father, even in my paws. I hope he knows I'm sorry, I hope to hold him in the stars."
NIECE - BITTERCLOUD - ALIVE - 60%
"She's another one of my brothers kits, his only daughter... I can see him in some ways with her, I try not to but I can't help it. Something in her eyes I guess, just makes me uneasy. Regardless, she made Owl a happy tom while he was alive and gave my clan two wonderful warriors."
NEPHEW - FALLINGSUN - ALIVE - 80%
"Fallingsun always keep to himself, he's learned to be protective and loyal, much like both of his mothers. I know that when the time comes he'll be here to save his clanmates. I cannot apologize enough for the loss of the she-cats that cared for him, but I can only tell him that they loved him more than anything and I think he already know that."
NIECE - RISINGMOON - DECEASED - 80%
"Risingmoon always had this attachment to me. I never minded it, in fact, it brought a smile to my face. I wish I could've had the energy and happiness she had. I didn't expect to miss her as much as I do."
NEPHEW - MUDFERN - ALIVE - 89%
"You'll always be my favorite aunt, Warstar! I'm glad to be apart of your family." -Mudfern to Warstar
"He's absolutely the sweetest tom in the world! His fathers love him more than anything and I watched him grow up from the shy little brown tom to the handsome warrior he is now. I have so much faith in him, Eagleflight has taught him so well. He has his courage and Brokensongs spirit. I've seen the wrong cat break that heart, but I hope Songbird will bless it."
NEPHEW - FOXPAW - ALIVE - 80%
"I can tell him that his mother gave him the name of someone very special, and I hope he can carry it on."
NIECES - GHOSTPAW & SUNPAW - ALIVE - 80%
"Ghostpaw resembles my brother and I's father with his eyes and even coat. She's already one of the sweetest she-cats I know, and I hope Mudfern can teach her more. As for Sunpaw, despite barely being able to tell her apart from her brother, I see so much potential in both of them."
"I hope they know that your father and I tried our best... Pinefall and I were two foolish young cats who didn't know what love was and just did it. I didn't know I'd be baring his kits and we thought we could do it on our own. I wish I could've seen them open your eyes. I hope to meet them when I join the three of them in StarClan and find out what they could've been."
1ST LITTER DAUGHTER - PALEPAW - DECEASED - 80%
"I'm sorry I didn't tell you Ragingstorm was alive.." -Palepaw to Warstar
"Palepaw, was a survivor. She was one of the strongest apprentices I had known, living through so much and blessed me and her father when we lost her brothers. I was ready to bury her until she started wailing. I still remember that little cry, it brought tears to my eyes and I wish I could hear it just one more time so I could hold her."
2ND LITTER SON - SKYRUNNER - UNKNOWN - 90%
"Skyrunner was a blessing, I never thought I'd be able to hold my own living son. He had grown up to be a strong warrior, more than his father could ever be. I wish he didn't have to figure out the truth about his origin the way he did, maybe if he never knew he would still be with us... There isn't a day that goes by where I don't think of him running across the sky."
2ND LITTER DAUGHTER - HOPEFLICKER - ALIVE - 90%
"You're my favorite leader!" -Hopekit to Warstar
"Hopeflicker was the last born and a perfect mix of me and her father, but was the largest and was in the end what took one of my lives, I would never blame her for such things, every bit of that death was worth seeing her and her brother and sister. She seems to be completely different, not happy like Faithleap or sassy like her brother. She's always been sensitive, cloud-minded, sometimes distant... in some ways I think I see myself in her."
2ND LITTER DAUGHTER - FAITHLEAP - Alive - 90%
"You're an honorable leader, I aspire to be like that one day." -Faithleap to Warstar
"From her days in the nursery, Faithleaps been one of the happiest young cats I've met. She's an absolute joy to be around and it almost makes me smile. She's friendly, always bouncing around, smiling, laughing, I guess it just reminds me of what I used to know."
Relationship Status: Taken
Current Mate: Coal
Previous Mate(s): Pinefall (?), Rebellingwing (?)
Current Fling(s): None
Previous Fling(s): None
Currently Attracted To: Coal
Previously Attracted To: Pinefall (?), Rebellingwing (?)
Cats Currently Attracted To Warstar: Rebellingwing (?), Radiantclaw (✗), Pinefall (?), Coalmask
Cats Previously Attracted To Warstar: Azureclaw (?), Doveheart (?), Leo (✗)
Shipping(s): Warmask (Coalmask + Warstar)
Physical Candy Eye: Although Warstar doesn't pay too much attention to looks, she's attracted to fluffy felines she can either by dominant or submissive with. Deep and sharp eyes capture her attention, usually from someone who can draw her out of her shell and keep her interested.
Personality Candy Eye: Warstar is only drawn in by those who can approach her. She may love a challenge and playful flirting, but she refuses to chase after anyone. She's attracted to those who can empathize with her and be someone who has strength when she doesn't.
Turn Offs: Warstar won't pay much attention to those who are weak, lazy, and unable to keep up and will typically turn away from those who are close-minded, judgemental, dishonest, arrogant, and those who just want a fling.
-Family made from a long-term relationship
MATE - COAL - ALIVE - 90%
"Don't ever say that again. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me." -Coal scolding a self-deprecating Warstar
"Coal is everything I could have ever wanted in my life. It was as if he came into my life and loved and cared for me when nobody else could, including myself. He never wronged me in any form, and he always listened to my rambling, just comforting me, making me feel this sense of safety I never experienced. I know it's ridiculous, but I think when we first saw each other we just kind of knew that something was meant to be."
FORMER MATE - REBELLINGWING - UNKNOWN - 40%
"Oh dear StarClan, I hate you." -Rebellingwing to Warstar
"All this time, he had been pretending, and I was the prey to his slaughter. I thought he was like his brothers: kind, loving, charismatic, everything I wanted. I wish I saw what kind of cat he really was and not the mask he put on. It wasn't long until he became toxic, manipulative, pushy... and for the first time, I was scared enough to let him go on with everything he wanted to where I lost control over my body, my life, and the ability to make my own choices. If my kits ever find out I'm their mother, I know to make sure that they call Coal their father."
FORMER MATE - PINEFALL - UNKNOWN - 50%
"I'm sorry for everything, I just wanted us to be happy." -Pinefall to Warheart
"I remember how Pinefall and I met when I was an apprentice on my own, I was confronting a rogue like a fool. He beat me, but was always gentle about it, refusing to lay a claw on me. Before I knew it, I was wrapped around his paw, seeing him every chance I got. Did I think things would get so far? Of course not, but things happened and despite our temporary happiness, things crashed quickly. In the end, cats have to realize that youth just makes you do the most foolish things. I'm still sorry for dragging him along, and I hope he can forgive me."
CLOSE FRIEND - AZURECLAW - UNKNOWN - 50%
"For a while Azureclaw was my only friend, and I still consider her someone who has a place in my heart. I was never scared of her like everyone else, in fact, I was comfortable around her. I still remember meeting her along with Red when I was with Pinefall and I still remember that strong hatred she had for him, I still don't know understand why. Everyone saw her as an evil creature, but I kind of admired her. I guess we just saw things in each other that we couldn't see in ourselves. I'll never admit it, but I miss her."
ENEMY - RADIANTCLAW - DECEASED - 0%
"If I can't have you... nobody can." -Radiantclaw to Warstar
"In the beginning, Radiantclaw was just like anyone else. There was always something about him that was different. When Rebellingwing wasn't around, he was close to me, too close. I thought him and I were just friends, it took me a while to realize, he wanted more than that. He went as far as to fake Rebellingwings death, taking me when I was most vulnerable. I thought a simple rejection would drive him away, but my brother and everyone else was right about him.. I can't believe how willing he was to do anything to be with me. Pity, I'l never feel the same, I'm glad I ended his life and let him suffer the same pain and humiliation he caused me and everyone else."
ENEMY - LEO - DECEASED - 0%
"I'll never just disappear Warstar, you'll always be thinking of me." -Leo to Warstar
"Leo was nice when I first encountered him, witty, funny even. He was just some silly loner, or so I had thought. I regret trusting him, I regret being kind or even decent. I didn't think that he would do what he did. I can't even go out in the Woodlands on my own without remembering the disgusting things he had done to me. I didn't think a tom was capable of such things... I didn't want to live in that moment, he twisted loving actions into what I can only describe as horrifying. He treated me as if I was prey, and tortured me as if he were a parent abusing a helpless kit. I don't want to remember that time... even though he's dead now, the memories still haunt me."
FORMER FRIEND - DOVEHEART - UNKNOWN - 60%
"Doveheart was so... sweet. I was oblivious at first, he was just small, skinny, weak, but worked harder than anyone else I knew. He was a good friend, but had tension with Rebellingwing that at the time I didn't understand. At some point I think he realized that my heart was someone elses and although he's gone, I'm glad he found happiness before he left."
BEST FRIEND- EAGLEFLIGHT - ALIVE - 97%
"I've never wished for a sister because I had you." -Eagleflight to Warheart
"Eagleflight's the brother I wish I had; he's always been there for me. I remember our days playing as apprentices and watching him become a warrior before me, I always looked up to him. I can't thank him enough for sticking with me when I was struggling, when I was abused, and when I was pregnant just to make sure I was okay. I trusted him when the time came to help me deliver. I lost a life but I know nobody else could have done any better than him and I know when his time to lead comes, he'll do it better than anybody else."
FRIEND - NIMBLEJAW - DECEASED - 88%
"Never before have the clans seen a leader as selfless and compassionate as you. Even in the darkest of times, you will lead SageClan out of the shadows with your own light." -Nimblejaw to Warstar
"Nimblejaw's always been an intelligent she-cat, loyal, hard-working. She's also been the best step-mother to my niece and nephew, regardless of them being the son and daughter of Ragingstorm and for that I can't thank her enough. She's given the best advice.. I just wish I didn't push her away so much, I was blessed to have her by my side."
FRIEND - OWL - DECEASED - 50%
"It's hard watching them grow up without you, isn't it? But be happy that they are still here." Owl to Warstar
"If I could describe Owl in words it would be caring, kind, and someone who I was able to trust with a part of my life. He was always close to Rebellingwing, but when it came to the end, he was there for me and I was grateful. I wish he didn't have to leave so soon and that I didn't underestimate him."
FRIEND & SISTER IN LAW - RUSSETWATER - ALIVE - 80%
"I cannot thank you enough for accepting me and taking me in when nobody else would, and I thank you even more for allowing me to love your brother." -Russetwater to Warstar
"I'm glad she makes my brother happy. I haven't seen him brighten up so much until he met her. She was a damaged former kittypet, but made cats around her happier than ever. The way Breezesong looked at her was a way I had never seen before for any she-cat. He loves her so dearly and I can't thank her enough for lifting him up."
FRIEND - SPARROWSONG - DECEASED - 80%
"Sparrowsong always let me be at his side, even when I was young. He cared for my mother and sometime helped Dappledwing look after me and my brothers. As I grew, he was always there for me and was someone to look up to after Ghostgaze died. He wasn't just a friend of my family, he was apart of it."
ENEMY - CRANE - DECEASED - 5%
"You're the reason I've lost everything." -Crane to Warstar
"Rebellingwing had told me stories about Crane and I had gotten the impression that she was sweet, caring, and maybe she was, at least until she met me. The way she looked at Rebellingwing, I knew she was madly infatuated with him. At the time I loathed it and it tore my heart apart to see him sometime look at her the same way. I was scared that he would love her over me, but for some reason he thought that using me over you was worth more his time, and that's what destroyed her. I'm only sorry that this disgusting tom had a bad effect on her, but that apology was gone when she tried to kill what meant the most to me. I hope she knows she can have Rebellingwing all she wants, but to never touch my children."
ENEMY - BLACKWATER - DECEASED - 2%
"All I could say to Blackwater if she was alive is that I'm sorry, but I know that wouldn't be enough because I've already tried a million times. Her death still disturbs my sleep and she hasn't allowed me to forget it. I wish my brother didn't treat her so badly, because if he didn't maybe she wouldn't be the way she is."
"When cats play the game of stars, they either win or die."-Warstar in Rebellingwings Deputy Ceremony
"I won't let anyone hurt you, I promise.."-Warstar to Palepaw
"SageClan remembers." -Warstar to Radiantclaw at the Great Oak
"You have no idea how to break me... I gave you mercy so I suggest you run before I change my mind." -Warstars confrontation with Leo
"I refuse to believe Ragingstorms alive, and if he is that he can come see me himself." -Warstars reaction to hearing about Ragingstorms appearance
"Sometimes I wish I had one life like everybody else."-Warstar venting to Eagleflight
"The only sickness I'm carrying are your kits." -Warstar to Rebellingwing about conceiving his kits
"We're never going to experience being parents and he just wants to keep our kits as much as I do, and with Radiantclaw and his rogues running about, the last thing we need is them finding out I'm carrying kits. Only StarClan knows how things will turn out." -Warstar talking to Eagleflight, trying to defend Rebellingwings toxic behavior
"I hope that you burn." -Warstar to Radiantclaw
"I hope you know that this is the last time you will ever be using your legs... For as long as I am your leader, crimes like yours shall never go unpunished." -Warstar to Radiantclaw at his execution
"I am ashamed of nothing, but let me tell you this; if you tell anyone whether it's one clanmate or a mouse about my kits, then you can expect Bittercloud to be weeping over your grave."-Warstar to Owl about her and Rebellingwings kits at the Willow.
"You have to promise me that you will never leave my side again, and that this secret will stay between us."-Warstar to Breezesong at his return
"I'll burn alive six more times before I see you get hurt."-Warstar to Breezesong
"You can love whoever you want as long as it makes you and the one you fall for happy. You cannot choose who you fall in love with." -Warstar to Mudfern about him and his mate Spottednose both loving Songbird.
"Do me one favor, I want you to get out of this den. However, I want you to stay outside and listen to exactly what you're going to be going through nine times while you're out there. Do you understand me?"-Warstar to Eagleflight after scolding him about disobeying her orders on attacking AdderClan
"I hope that StarClan has the heart to bless you with loving, breathing kits... Nobody deserves to have gone through what you two have suffered. Protect and love those kits as much as you love each other, and the clan will follow."-Warstar to Russetwater and Breezesong after the news of their expecting kits a while after their miscarriage
"He was... something."-Warstar to Rebellingwing about Adderstar
"If it makes you feel any better, I'll make sure you're close enough to hear the birth of your children... not that you'll have to be that close to hear it." -Warstar to Breezesong about seeing his kits being born
"Don't be afraid of anything, I understand. I promise we will not tell anyone and we will figure this out."-Warstar to Frostfeather after finding out she was pregnant
"Breezesong, get your kits out of here!" -Warstars last words before losing her fifth life
"My only regret is that I didn't have those kits with someone I cared deeply about, someone like you." -Warstar to Coalmask
"Oh come on Eagleflight he's.... perfect."-Warstar to Eagleflight about Coalmask
QUESTIONS & ANSWERS
Feel free to drop off questions in the comments that will be answered by the creator or Warstar.1. Q: "Can Warstar be my ___?"
A: I'm open to giving Warstar any sort of relation to people, but it just depends. -Bella
2. Q: "Will you exile me, Mama Warstar?"
A: "Let's hope not," -Warstar
3. Q: "Why did your first litter die?"
A: "I was an inexperienced young mother with Pinefall, our kits ended up stillborn except for Palepaw who died later after being killed by rogues... Perhaps it was StarClan punishing us for breaking their laws." -Warstar
4. Q: "What were your first words?"
A: "Well if I had to remember, I suppose the earlier thing I can remember is seeing my brothers for the first time. I was the smallest and of course the last to open my eyes, I didn't talk much as a young cat, but as a kit I can recall shouting everyones names as soon as I learned them." -Warstar
5. Q: "How did Warstar and Eagleflight become friends? What caused their friendship to grow?"
A: "Eagleflight was the first friend I made that wasn't related to me when I was an apprentice, but only until he left to the warriors den. Regardless, we stuck together and cared for each other while his brother flirted with me. I always loved him as my best friend, never made me feel alone, and when I fell in love with his brother, he has supported us the whole journey. Even after his brother destroyed me, he was there. I wish I could give him the world." -Warstar
6. Q: "do u love me?"
A: "Depends who you are, but I have no issue with anyone really." -Warstar
7. Q: "Do you love your ginger hyperactive nephew?"
A: "Foxpaw is absolutely precious just like his other siblings. I have to admit, my brother aka, his father, impressed me with his genes."
8. "Do you ever plan to tell your kits you're their mother?"
A: "I plan to tell them when the time is ready, and I'm afraid that I may not make it to that point, so if I fail to, I have arrangements made. I plan to make sure they know who wanted to raise them but just couldn't." -Warstar
9. "Are you glad Rebellingwing is gone?"
A: "I'm happier than ever for that, his leaving had set me free. It allowed me to find myself again, not be chained down. It's allowed me to be a better cat for others, and find someone who could love me more than he ever did."